mfw

you can visit but you can’t stay there. and there’s this little agitation. so, you spend the day hidingunder the covers with the cat pretending to sleep. you ignore that same ole feeling fresh from 30yearsago. It would have been easier to kick heroin. but here it is saying hello, turning the screw, mashing yourheart… Continue reading mfw

second dose…

was a disaster. long line, no 6ft distancing in the cold pouring rain with construction 2 feet away (sidewalk construction)…complete with bulldozers, dump trucks, a pile of dirt, and no room. they had moved the place where i’d be getting my second dose of moderna (me and apparently EVERYONE who received their first dose at… Continue reading second dose…

mille feuille

ever since i had one in Versailles (the best one i’ve ever had), i’ve been on the hunt for one that is just as good. today…. i found it! i’m in trouble. i made a day of it. in search of that perfectly crisp, sweet, buttery goodness that is the napoleon pastry. i found it,… Continue reading mille feuille

little…

bit of peace. i needed it today. some jazz ala miles and some peace. away from it all today. no calls, no texts, no chats, no nothing. christmas lights plugged in. fan blowing. lone kitty licking its paw. will i last until 62? will i make it to finally say enough. when i travel, i… Continue reading little…