55…

january 13. friday and it was around 55 degrees today. crazy. ~~~~ Led Zeppelin. tonight. tired. of. the. weed.smoke. and the masses incessant phone calls EVERYWHERE… please, shut the fuck up!

me o my…

and you’re in between now. swimming in slow motion through the days, thick and heavy full of want… but you keep a lid on it. let it simmer until there’s nothing left but smoky air and a hint of scent. no buzz today. and your leg hurts. and it’s hot. and you haven’t set foot… Continue reading me o my…

double speak religion…

strike down gun ownership regulations – check the mass shooting of children and people of color may commence. yay pro-lifers! overturn roe vs. wade – check because what’s in the womb is more important than what’s out yay pro-lifers – you win the hypocrisy award of the century. seriously. the USA is a white, christian,… Continue reading double speak religion…

2:17pm and i’m drinking…the burn, the burn… taking me away from the gut punching panic attacks of realization that she’s leaving and she’s leaving soon… i’m skimming the surfaces of my life, but deep breathing only gets you so far. i’m a ball of panic, trying to avoid that dark pain and time rolls along… Continue reading