me o my…

and you’re in between now. swimming in slow motion through the days, thick and heavy full of want… but you keep a lid on it. let it simmer until there’s nothing left but smoky air and a hint of scent. no buzz today. and your leg hurts. and it’s hot. and you haven’t set foot… Continue reading me o my…

double speak religion…

strike down gun ownership regulations – check the mass shooting of children and people of color may commence. yay pro-lifers! overturn roe vs. wade – check because what’s in the womb is more important than what’s out yay pro-lifers – you win the hypocrisy award of the century. seriously. the USA is a white, christian,… Continue reading double speak religion…

2:17pm and i’m drinking…the burn, the burn… taking me away from the gut punching panic attacks of realization that she’s leaving and she’s leaving soon… i’m skimming the surfaces of my life, but deep breathing only gets you so far. i’m a ball of panic, trying to avoid that dark pain and time rolls along… Continue reading

born under punches

and it doesn’t come so easy so you swallow the jameson and cue the music and let that big ball rolling behind your heels roll over you.  you find yourself boxing with the irrational. you find yourself taking a scissor to all the family ties now.  how do you argue for safety to save a… Continue reading born under punches