and the winner is…

i noticed it 2 years ago. the dropped beat. a rush of i don’t know exactly. 12 lead ekg…leads to an echo…leads to running like a fat girl on an inclined treadmill…and then come the little sticky pads to wear for a week… proof. my heart is broken. i silently cried watching that sad little… Continue reading and the winner is…

55…

january 13. friday and it was around 55 degrees today. crazy. ~~~~ Led Zeppelin. tonight. tired. of. the. weed.smoke. and the masses incessant phone calls EVERYWHERE… please, shut the fuck up!

me o my…

and you’re in between now. swimming in slow motion through the days, thick and heavy full of want… but you keep a lid on it. let it simmer until there’s nothing left but smoky air and a hint of scent. no buzz today. and your leg hurts. and it’s hot. and you haven’t set foot… Continue reading me o my…