today was my last day and despite their trying to pull a fast one, i kind of feel a little sad…or something…not exactly sure what. i’m no good at endings. don’t like goodbyes. even when they are necessary.
so, i’m sitting here, sipping a glass of wine, and wondering what is next.
i tried. i really tried. i just wish somehow it would have worked…
so now, i am still in search of the place i will retire from. i’m beginning to think i’ll never find it.
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i’ve got two days off before i go back to the new job fulltime. i’d already been working at it mostly part time for the past 2 weeks and it’s been a little tough since i’d be working during the day and then have an overnight shift to get through…now i’ll be strictly overnight.
so it is.
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currently listening to pandora. i love it. watched a wonderful film entitled “Bright Star” about Keats (the poet) and his muse Fanny.
cried my eyes out.
need to get some sleep.
ciao
