as soon as 20 turns to 21. somehow it’s always a clean slate i’m stepping into. the last 3 years have been the worst in my life. i’m still here even though i tried really hard to not be. and i’m tired. of the non-stop. i want stillness. quiet. smoke free air. a clutter free… Continue reading fine, fine, fine…
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flatland
“stood on the cliffside screaming “give me a reason”… TSwift running up the hill turned into a two week race on a flat course, no moving forward, no moving back. we always want something happening never really getting that nothing happening is what it needs to be. today. after dog tired days of work and… Continue reading flatland
today and today
it all started with getting caught wolfing down a cup of yogurt at 11pm in the hall in front of my locker at work. i felt ashamed. but i was hungry. one look in the mirror was enough. one look from Mom and it set the ball rolling. 2 months now and down 16 lbs.… Continue reading today and today
slow moving…
like when you know you’re going to hit the car in front of you but can’t stop…foot on the brake pedal, brain waiting for the crunch… stay in the present, stay here…even when your mind rushes back on that wave of song that takes you to those awkward days when you wore all black and… Continue reading slow moving…